01-05-2009

01-05-2009

Quote of the day “ Haven’t you heard, I’m the crazy bitch around here”

Guilty Pleasure – Gossip girl. A show that on any other day I would harass until the sun comes up and write it off as another teen drama that is polluting the tv world. This time I don’t think I can do that. Even though none of us will ever live like the kids on the Upper west side of ....Manhattan...., though what they go through is honestly the same as the rest of us. I give the writers props for that. Its sad to think that it took me watching a show to admit to myself that I have been in hibernation from the world for the last year. I have totally been in a fantasy world that convinced me that dropping all my friends and separating myself from them was the way to go. That my Trip down the Josh lane would ruin my reputation with everyone around me. What I have come to realize is who cares ! honestly who cares what they think! I am a good person that sometimes tends to make wrong choices when my feelings get involved. In the words of Gossip girl I have been dethroned . Though what I realize now is that I let it happen. I let the fact that Taylor hated me to stay away from places and people that I cared about ( Molly’s and Mandi and many more things ) I let the fact that My ex wrote an email to all my friends giving away all my scandalous activities that I was up to and I let that effect me. I let it effect me that a 20 year old kid made me look stupid with my ex with my friends and the people around me. Honestly what was a thinking getting involved with a 20 year old let alone one that lived hours away. Tiffany ! Get a grip of yourself. This statement I wish someone would have said to me.
So….. I’m back. I think, with a little help from my wonderful Man, which I have kept hidden from everyone because I have been embarrassed that I hooked up with him so quickly after all the drama last year.
I am going to say for the record He came after me, and gave me the choice that I either deal with my issues ( meaning random boys in my house from Mexico) or hes out of my life. So I made my choice …. Everyone out there live with it ( I had to say it one more time) ! no one else has been there for me the last year as much as he has been.
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Back to my quote of the day….. I’m the crazy bitch around here…. Which is a good thing. I am ready to take my throne back and frankly I don’t give a shit what you guys think of me.
Tiff
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