First Blog
I don't even know where to start.
there's so many things to say.... i guess i will start with simply explaining something that has been annoying me lately . a year ago i had a huge group of friends and i always had something to do on the weekends !
i was with a guy at that point josh, which i am sure i am going to talk about more then once. and our friends were combined, mine where his and his were mine. so when we broke up in February my group of people i hung out with went down very quickly .
now i am with a new guy Jason and the table has turned, we took a vacation last week and everything on the vacation was based around him and his race cars. then for the next 2 months we are looking at
going to his moms
race track with his brother
fish cook off at his dads
dinner with his baseball team
banquet with the baseball team
and etc..

and things that i have any real interest in ...... ZERO .

I can't say anything to him, because frankly that would be a very bitchy thing to do as a girlfriend to get angry because he has a social life, but I honestly feel slightly jealous of him, I miss the days when i always had something to do and someone to talk to . i hate the fact that when you mix friends its always like a divorce when you break up you have to split your accosts .